Air Force, Kinda Weird, Appreciates luxuries in life, Determined and always wanting more.

 

Do you ever feel like you have nothing?  I don’t know what it is about my current state of events but I feel empty…completely hollow.  It’s as if some dramatic force engulfed every ounce of joy from my life.  Everyone that I once thought of in a positive light seems so distant, so unknown…as if I’m alone in this world that continues to shatter into a million shards after every step that I take.  I don’t know how to end this madness…how to smile again…how to feel warm, accepted and just…happy.  Just pray.